Hungry, Tired & Grumpy.
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OK, it’s only Monday and I feel like the week is already half over. I’m grumpy. I’m hungry. And the prospect of losing 26.2 pounds by October 21 seems impossible to me today. I honestly don’t know if I have the stamina to do all that’s necessary to lose the tonnage.
If there is one thing that seems to help, it’s writing this blog. It seems odd to me that this should be so. I’ve never been one for keeping journals or diaries and I’ve never felt like I’ve had that much to say. Perhaps it’s the fact that by writing about my quest I actually have to take a moment daily to reflect on it. In previous efforts, I’ve hated it every step of the way without ever really considering how it all feels and what the ramifications would be if I actually did lose the weight.
Not being particularly insightful into my own make-up has probably contributed to my weight gain. It’s a lot easier to shovel food in your mouth than to consider what’s really whirling around in your insides. So maybe that’s why this blog is helping; even if I don’t lose the weight, maybe I’ll gain a little more self-knowledge. That would be good.
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