I’ve got a lot of weight to lose. I’m committed in the morning, but by the time the end of the day rolls around, it seems like it doesn’t matter anymore. I’m hungry, tired and sick of being good. I need to figure out a way to make this feeling of “whatever” turn into something positive.
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Yesterday I got a look at a new head shot that was taken of me for a web site. I’m 20 pounds heavier than in my last head shot, and boy does it show. My face just looks heavy and blank. I guess I really didn’t realize the difference until comparing it to my old one. Yuck, and a great motivator for change.
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Today’s news: 225 lbs.
I can’t believe I’ve let myself go this far. It’s scary, uncomfortable and worst of all, my pants are too tight.
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